dAmN fReaKoUT

Waiting fOr the mOment...

2008-07-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

hellO!
i'm baCk!!!
i can't wait tO get paY 0n 4th auguSt
hOpefUllY...
cOz i haVe thinK thrOugh
i will buY a pSp fOr mYself
afteR suCh a lOng time dReaming fOr
PSP!!!!
Haha!
AfteR wOrKing haRd fOr a mOnth
i thinK i shOuld giVe mYself a cReDit
bUt of cOurSe muSt saVe mOney alSo
hehe!
Ok aBt wOrk...
sO faR sO gOod
bUt sOme prOblem dO oCcur
bUt still can hanDle
with the helP of mY teaM leaDer
i haVe knOwn few peOples
dOris, ah huaY and nG[aH bOy]
the reSt i juSt dOn't knOw theiR name
hee hee hee..
nOw iS the impOrtant periOd fOr me
cOs i still unDer prObatiOn fOr 3 mths
haVe tO woRk eXtra haRd until i
paSsed mY prObatiOn periOd
hOpe eVerYthing gOes well
Ok juSt a shOrt pOst fOr nOw
i gtg nOw..
ByEzzz....

CT-NaQ

p/s: Still cOunting fOr the mOment... :-)

~neW ChaPteRs unfOld~

2008-06-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

HellO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sOrrY dat i didn't uPdaTe
mY blOg fOr feW weeKs
cOs i haVe lOoKing fOr
jObs heRe & theRe..
FinallY i fOunD mYself
a jOb!
AlhamDulilah!
HoOraY!
I gOt a jOb at NTUC taMan juRong
neaRby mY aUnt hOuSe
i'll be wOrKing @ the cOld aRea
anD daT is
fRoZen & daiSy dePaRtment
Hehe!
i neVer eVer thOught
daT i 'll get suCh a jOb
bUt i shOuld giVe it a tRy
aS i saId all i neeD iS
expeRienCe
& of cOurSe
$$$mOneY$$$!
Hahakz!
i dOn't want tO tRouBle
mY paRents anymOre
cOs eVerytimE i aSked fOr
mOney...
mY mOm wOuld naG at me
& maKe a biG fuSs
haiZ!
sO fOr nOw
i want tO eaRn mY oWn salaRy
HahakZ!
i'll be gOing fOr tRaining @
QueenStOwn frOm
9am-5.30pm
on wedneSdaY
waT a lOng daY
bUt i will deFinatelY
gO fOr it cOs
it'S wat i'll be dOing fOr
mY jOb
gOt tO be mY beSt
& leaRn aS muCh
aS i Can!
i will staRt wOrk
OffiCiallY on thuRs
frOm 8am-1pm
mOn to sAt
qUite a shOrt hOurs
cOs onlY paRt-time jOb
i will be meeting new
peOples, fRienDs..
hOpe i will get a gOod
fRienDs
inSyallah!
Ok den,
i gtg nOw
will uPdate agaIn
when gOt tiMe
Hehe!
taKe caRe peepS!

CT-NaQ

p/s: u maY nOt knOw hOw muCh i miSs u...deeP in mY heaRt, theRe's onlY yOu!

memOrieS~!

2008-06-01T23:20:00.000-07:00

HellO!

a lOt haPpeneD & tOdaY

mY unCle waS aDmItteD

aT hOspiTal aGain

i reaLLy pitY hIm

hE haVe Been siCk fOr

quIte a lOng tiMe

i juSt pRaY thaT hE wIll

gEt wEll sOon aGain

insYallaH aMin!

feW daYs haVe beeN gOing

oUt with faMilY

sO nOw i juSt caN't waIt

fOr Calls tO gO fOr jOb

inteRvieW

liKe i saId

FinaLLy i deCline wOrking @ HMI

dUe tO sOme peRsOnal reaSons

alSo i'm nOt cOnfidenCe wiTh it

i knOw gettIng a jOb iS nOt eaSy

and cOmPletting a taSk iS nOt

aN eaSy tHing tO dO

i haVe tO be paTienCe

whIle waIting fOr jOb

caMe tO me

~faMilY~

i hOpe theY wIll unDerStand

whAt i waNt tO dO in liFe

all i caN saY iS i waNt eXpeRienCe

i waNt tO leaRn fRom the baSiC

theN slOwlY i wIll uPgRaDe

mYselF!

lIfe haVe lOts of meanIng

fRom the veRy fiRst daY

we aRe bOrn

untIl we dIe

i realiSed we neeD GOD

in eveRythIng we dO

eveRy stePs that wE

taKe & tOok,

dO oR dId!

i wOnDer if mY lifE iSn't

diffiCult and otheRwiSe

i wOn't aPpreCiate liFe

aS muCh i am nOw

plUs i maY nOt unDeRstanD

hOw otheRs feel abOut liFe

etC...sO i shOulD be gRatefUl

wIth whAt i haVe

nO mAtteR itS diffiCult oR nOt

sO i hOpe i wIll staY fOcUs

& aChieVe whAt i waNt iN liFe

Ohh yeS

i'm sO daMn haPpy whEn mY

SpEcial oNe miSs me tOo

wE miSs the mOmEnt wE haD sPenD

tiMe tOgetHer in sChoOl &

memOriEs staY fOreVer

in heaRt anD minD!

i hOpe tO meeT mY sPeCial one

sOon..it waS aGes thaT we neVer

MEET....haha!

i wanT tO cRy on yOuR shOulDer

pOur oUt mY feeLings tO yOu

cOs u'Re the OnlY onE whO

unDeRstanDs me

fRom the fiRst daY we meet

tIll nOw..eveRy minUtes &

eveRy seConDs

eveRy bReath i tOok reminDs

mE oF yOu

yOu aRe deFinaTelY sO sPeCial fOr me!

Ok den...gTg

tIll the neXt pOst!

bYe~bYe!

CT-NaQ

sO daMn freaKo!

2008-05-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

hEy hI!!

i'm baCk wIf blOggIng

tOdaY watChed cOngKak wif mY bUddY

thaNks bUddy fOr the cOmPanY

yOu aRe mY beSt pAl eVer!

yOu aRe alwaYs theRe whEn i neeD yOu!

hehe!

cOngKak waS nOt sCaRy at all

bUt it jUz tHe stOrylIne bettEr thAn JPB!

PluS the sOund imPaCt makE it sCaRy

thAts all!

i tOt it wIll be sO daMn sCaRy liKe manY saY

Haiz!

tmR wIll bE gOing oUt wIf famiLy

whOle daY wOn't be hOme

sAt neeD tO gO relaTive hOuSe

at tamPines

sO daMn faR

neeD tO atteNd tO sOme funCtiOns

wOw!

twO daYs fUll of pLans

yEah!

i lOve gOing oUt wIf mY famIly

eSp wIf mY mOm

cOz shE wIll paY fOr mY fOods & dRinKs

wOohOo!

nOw, onLy neeD tO fOcuS on lOoKing

fOr jObs..

sO daMn diffiCult

haIz..

what tO dO..

thaT's liFe in sinGapOre

haHa!

fOr nOw...

i realiSe nObOdy undeRstand me

eVen the clOse peRson tO me

i thiNk thIs iS whAt i called

F.A.T.E

I waS bOrn tO be a lOner

u wIll neVer unDerStand

hOw a lOner feeLs!

if u'Re nOt meaNt tO bE mY fRiend

i wIll let yOu gO

faR aWay fRom mY life!

Ok then..

tIll the neXt pOst!

CT-NaQ

aLL i wAnt iS caRe & cOnceRn...

2008-05-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

heY yO!

waT's uP??!
i haVe nOt been blOggiNg fOr qUite sOme tiMe

wEll, fOr tHe paSt feW daYs i'm siCk

nOw i'm fEeLing bettEr

aT laSt!

Hmm...laSt weeK i gOt tO meEt cUtie shaKira

i didN't gEt a chanCe tO meEt heR

fOr sOme mOmEnt

sHe's gettIng smaRter nOw

sHe cAn saY tHe woRd flOweR, cAt, dOg, etC..

sO adOraBle!

i loVe & miSs u cUtie shaKiRa!

mUaCkz!

Hehe!

tHen tHe neXt daY...

i aCcOmPanY mY aUnt gO tO pOlyCliNic

aiYoh! sO daMn lOng...

reaCh aT theRe aRounD 8am plUs

settLe eveRythIng

thEn reaCh aT mY aUnt hOuSe aT 12plUs

iN the aFteRnOon

haIyOh!

weLL...aBoUt mY peRsOnal liFe

i cAn sEe the chAnGe in eVerYbOdy thAt i knOw

eVen mY familY memBers

i dOn't reaLLy bOthEr aBt thAt

bUt liKe i saId

i jUz neEd caRe & cOnCern

fRom fAmilY & fRienDs

hOw i wiSh i cAn tuRn baCk tIme

wheRe i'm yOung & neVer unDerStand

anYthIng...Haha!

bUt oF cOz i cAn't lOr cOs

wheRe gOt suCh thIngs haPpen..

sO daMn fUnnY!

Hehehehehe!

Ok...i wIll lOok fOr jOb sOon

aFter i gEt 100% wEll

aCtUallY i cAn't waIt tO watCh 'cOngKak'

a nEw maLay ghOst mOvie

i simPly loVe hOrrOr mOvIe

daRe tO maKe mE sCream wHen watChiNg mOvie

tRy mE lOr..

i wOn't sCream deFinatelY! =p

Haha!

Ok...i wAnt tO cOnVey sTh tO mY buddY

hEy chUbbY fifi..i'm sO sOrrY fOr nOt

sPenDing time

wIf u reCently

Of cOz i miSs tO gO oUt wiF u

bUt i wIll deFinatelY meEt yOu oNe daY

oK buddY!

i reaLLy tReaSuRe oUr fRienDship

eVen iF i neVer shOw it tO yOu

sOmehOw

u haVe alwaYs been sO unDerStanDing

thAnk yOu sO muCh

i hOpe u will fInd the tRue haPpineSs iN yOur liFe!

lOve u alwaYs buddY!

tO mY deaRest sIs

thaNks fOr beIng mY fRiend

i hOpe the fRiendShip we bUild

wIll laSt lOng

foRever!

i pRomiSe i wIll staY happY

& pOsitiVe alwaYs

liKe i saId

i need yOu

& deFinatelY u neEd me tOo riGht!

Hehe!

fRienDs...

i miSs them tOo

sinCe didn't meEt mY fRienDs

fOr quIte sOme tIme

i hOpe theY wIll stAy haPpy alwaYs

wIf waTever theY dO

inSyallah amIn!

famiLy...

i lOve mY famIly

deFinatelY!

eSpeCiallY mY mOm & dad

withOut tHem i wOn't be heRe

in thiS wOrld

withOut bOth oF u

i wOn't be able tO see

staRs oR mOon

liGht oR daRk

i will rePay yOur kinDness

uNtil tHe end oF mY liFe

nOthing can maKe yOu haPpY exCept

lOve, haPpIness & caRing!

l simPly lOve mY familY!

memOrieS...

stAy wIf uS fOrever

untIL the enD oF oUr life

sWeet, haPpy oR sAd

memOries

alSo liKe a cOmPaniOn tO uS

sO dO tReaSuRe

all the memOrieS

wE haD!

GOD!...

the teSts u pUt uS thRoUgh

maKes Us stRonger

& maKes uS clOser tO u

eaCh tiMe we faCe yOu

we shed teaRs

& beg fOr yOur fOrgiveneSs

daT shOws hOw muCh we neeD yOu

eveRytime we walK

we cAn see the staRs fOllowing On us

it shOws hOw muCh yOu lOve uS

thanK yOu ALLAH!

yOu aRe the gReateSt & nOthing can

defeat yOu

& tO whOever thinKs

theY aRe GOD...

theY aRe wRong

mY laSt wOrd tO yOu

pleaSe bRing uS tO the cOrreCt path

thRoughOut the jOuRney

we'll be gOing thrOugh

insYallah amIn!

well...i gOtta stOp heRe

c Ya sOon

untIl the neXt pOst

taKe caRe peEps!

mUacKz!

CT-NaQ

sAd..lOnelY..boRed tO deAth!!!

2008-05-07T08:10:00.000-07:00

hEy hI!

mY pOst wIll bE a shOrt oNe thIs tiMe
i'm miSsIng thOse impOrtAnt peOples in mY liFe
wEll, i juSt waNt tO fOrGet eveRytHing
liFe's sO meanIngleSs fOr me nOw
feel liKe enDing mY liFe nOw
*SOB SOB*
aBt tMr...i wIll bE taKing mY ceRt iN sChOol
hOpefUlly tHe ceRt iS reaDy fOr cOlleCtiOn
wIll be baCk blOggIng sOon
bYe!
daMn eMo nOw.
*HAIZ*

CT-NaQ

lOvE, PeaCe & reSpeCt!

2008-04-28T21:10:00.000-07:00

hEllO gUys!

hOpe u're haVing a niCe weEkeNds!

mY pOst fOr thIs tImE iS

peaCe, lOvE & reSpeCt!

whY??!

beCaUsE iN lIfE wE nEed

theSe thRee elEmeNts

wIthOut lOvE,

wE wOn't bE haPpY

wIthOut peaCe,
wE can't liVe iN haRmOnY

wIthOut reSpeCt,

theRe wIll bE aRgUmEnT

eVeRywhEre!

wEll, lEt mE shaRe wHat

haPpEnEd yeSteRdaY

mY famIly & I

wEnt tO

weDDiNg inVitatiOn

@ tamPines

We tOoK mRt

thEn waIted fOr cAb

at tamPines mAll

stUpId taXi dRiver

dOn't wAnt tO gO

arOuNd tamPines

yA lOr...If wAnt tO eaRn mOney

dOn't bE sO stInGy lOr

JuSt wAnt tO gO fAr

daMn!

aFter reaChIng @ tHe venUe

wE waIted fOr mY aUnts & cOuz

tHey aRe stIll iN tHe bUs

sO wE waiTed fOr abOut aN hOuR

mY cOuz cAlled mE

sayIng sHe reaChed

@ tHe veNue alReaDy

i fInd hEr aLL oVer tHe plaCe

bUt stIll cAn't fInd

aCtUallY sHe wEnt tO tHe wrOng

plaCe...aiyOh!

nO wOnDer cAnnOt fInd

haha!

aFter that wEnt tO mY AuNts hOuse

cOs mY cOuz & unCle iS theRe

mY aUnts & cOuz

wEnt tO geYlang

bUy fOod eTc

sO tOoK a bUs frOm tampInes

tO bedOk tHen

tOoK anOther bUs tO jUrOng

wheRe mY aUnt liVes

arOuNd 9.30pm

wE leAve frOm mY aUnt's hOuse

onCe reaCh hOme

i feEl so tiRed

tHe whOle dAy wEnt oUt

hAha!

nOw mY mOm iS siCk

dOwn wiTh feVer, cOugh & fLu

pIty heR!

tMr gOt tO aCCompAny

hEr gO clInIc

hOpe sHe wIll gEt wEll sOon!

Ok..neXt i wAnt tO taLk abOut

fRienDs

i dOn't reaLisEd

thAt i hUrt sOmEbOdy

feeLings

nOt i dOn't thInk abOut it

bUt sitUatiOn maKes mE

becOme naSty Or stinGy!

i cAn't thInk wEll

In a suCh wAy

i mAy thInk i'm uSeleSs

bUt i wAnt tO bE diffeRent

i wAnt tO bE A pOsItIvE naQkIah!

yEs i wIll!

bUt

althOugh i'm nOt riCh

i dOn't liKe to bE pUt dOwn

iN plaCe oF hOnOuRs!

i JuSt dOn't liKe it!

heRe's iS a sOng thAt i thInk

hAs gOt iT speCial meAning

For whOever dOn't unDerStAnd

~sOrRy~

BERSERAH

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Ku berserah...

wEll, i gOtta stOp heRe!

tIll tHe neXt pOst!

taKe caRe &

*PEACE*

*NO WAR*

STAY POSITIVE

CT-NaQ

shOoT mE tIll deAd...i haTe mY liFe & eVerYthiNg! i'M nOt eMo anYwAy! :-)

2008-04-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

heLLo..peEps!

thAnk yOu fOr vieWing mY blOg

i aPpreciaTe iT lOts

yeAh!

i reAliSe thAt oUr lIfe iS weiRd

wHy aM i saYing liKe thIs??!

beCause...

i obSerVed eVerythIng arOund me

i cAn sEe thAt sOme peOple

haVe haPpY faMily & gOoD jOb

bUt stIll thEy aRe unHapPy

wIth theIr liFe!

CertaIn peOple dOn't haVe a haPpy sUrrOunDings

bUt thEy aRe haPpY!

cAn U seE tHe diFFerEnt peOple??!

iF u sEe tHe peOple iN tHe wAr cOuntRy

tHe kiDs haVe tO gO thrOuGh

haRd tiMe eVery seConDs iN thEir liFe

althOuGh tHey aRe yOung bUt thEy stIll haVe feElinGs

bUt i cAn sEe thAt thEy aRe haPpY

rUn arOuNd, laUgh, enJoYing aLL dAy lOng

& beIng eneRgetIc.

thAt's wHat i caLLed amAzIng!

reAlly!

i knOw sOme peOple iN mY liFe

tHey haVe a veRy stROng hOpes

& cOnfiDence iN thEm

yEs i dO saLute theSe peOple

becaUse oF theIr hiGh selF-eSteEm

aS fOr mE...

i aDmit thAt i'M nOt stROng enOugh tO faCe aLL Odds

eVerYthIng thAt i weNt thrOuGh

maKes mE stROnger & stROnger

althOuGh sOmetImes iT wIll reAllY maKe mE sO

daMn feD-uP

nO mOod eTc...

It's aCtuAlly hOw GOD wAnt tO teSt uS hUmAn beIng

tO teSt hOw stROng wE aRe

thAt's wHy wE wIll keEp faCing prOblems iN liFe

oNe aFter anOther

i hOpe i wIll stAy stROng nO mAtter

whAt cHallEnges cOmes thROugh mY wAy

wIth sUpPort fRom oThers

thAt iS a bOnUs

sOmetImes i wOnder beIng alOne

iS defInAtely a paIn

whEn u haVe tO gO thrOuGh

all Odds alOne

u wIll defInAtely neEd sOmebOdy

tO bE yOur cOmpaniOn

whEn iN sAd aNd haPpy tiMe

i wIll fInd a sOlutiOn tO iT

aS sOon aS pOsSible

i wIll nevEr lEt u gO iN mY liFe

eVen iT wIll bE aGes wHen i mEet yOu

yOu cAme aNd gO

paSs thrOuGh mE & neVer tuRn baCk tuRn

i'm sO daMn cOnfiDent

i wIll mEet yOu oNe dAy

heRe's sOme speCial quOte:-

"u mUst bE tiRed cOs u keEp rUnNing

thRouGh mY mInd, u'Re a bIg bAd thiEf

cOs u stOle mY heaRt, i mIss bE a

bAd shOoter cOs i keEp mIssIng yOu"!

eaCh aNd eveRy oNe oF uS haVe memOrIes

haVe paSt tIme

bUt wE mUst alSo leaRn tO fOrgEt eveRythIng

& mOve oN tO staRt a nEw chaPter

i hOpe i wIll bE abLe tO dO thAt

& i reAlly wAnt tO dO thAt

i wIll maKe uSe all tHe uSeful tiPs

thAt i leaRn iN seCondaRy sChOol

eveRythIng i leaRn fRom C.A.R.E

i wIll bE pOsitIve

hOpefUlly!

beIng a chIld iS sO fUn

iN yOur mInd

yOu wIll onLy wAnt tO plAy wIth oTher fRiends

enJoy plaYing wiTh yOur tOys

whEn u sAw yOur fRienDs

u wIll laUgh lOud

shOut aNd beIng hYper-aCtive

jUmp arOund

wOw! thAt wIll bE sO fUn

yEah...lIke eveRybOdy knOws

theRe's a chIld in everY perSon

beIng a Kid iS jUst sO fUn

wiSh i cOuld bE a kId agaIn

dOn't u thInk sO tOo??!

haHa!

wEll, i gOttA stOp heRe.

sEe yA neXt tIme

& taKe caRe alWays!

LOneR ALwaYs

CT-NaQ

siCkenIng daYs!

2008-04-13T23:20:00.000-07:00

hEy yO pEEps!!!
hOpe u gUys aRe dOing gReat!

i weNt tO cOuz's hOuSe oN fRidAy

hAd a gOoD tiMe theRe

eSpeCially wHen wE plaYed tHe beAr's dRama

sO daMn fUnnY

wE laUgh oUt lOud

dOn't caRe eVen iT iS aT niGht

hahaKz!

stAy oVeRniGht at cOuz's hOuSe

& weNt hOme neXt dAy

alSo, i aM haVing feVer & seVeRe heaDaChes

haIz...i haTe feVer eSpeCiallY heAdaChe

tHe paIn iS aS iF sOmeOne hIt mY heAd

wIth sOmethIng haRd

& it gOes rOund aNd rOund

sPinnIng

bUt nOw i'M feeLing bEttEr

afTer taKing mY meDiCine

alHamDulilah!

aBt jOb..

i'M stIll lOoKing fOr jOb

nOt suRe whEn wIll i lOok fOr jOb aGain

i wIll fiNd jOb aS sOoN aS pOsSible

alSo, miSsing mY fRiends

i wOnder hOw aRe thEy

hOpefUlly thEy aRe dOing fiNe

wIth wateVer thEy aRe inVolvEd

sChOol..wOrk..eTc..

weLL, fOr mY liFe

i jUz dOn'T waNt tO thInk mUch oF iT

cOz i dOn't waNt tO huRt mY oWn feeLings

i wiSh i cOuld bE haPpY alWays

wIth fRienDs aRouNd mE

sO fRienDs

i neEd yOur suPpOrt

eSpeCially whOeVer wHo knOws mE wEll

yeAh!

oF cOz i'm hUrt wIf sOme wOrds dAt

wAs meAnt tO hUrt mY feelIngs

bUt i leaRned tO iGnOred

& i'M glAd cOz

i wIll nOt hUrt mY oWn feeLings

dAt'S aLL fOr nOw

nOthIng elSe tO sAy

Hehe!

tIll tHe neXt uPdate!

sEe yA sOon!

taKe caRe peEps!!!
CT-NaQ

a mEmOraBle mOmeNt!! "sOb sOb">>>>i'm eMo!!!

2008-04-08T01:30:00.000-07:00

iTs hAd beeN a lOnG tiMe

sinCe i uPdaTe mY blOg

yeAh alOt oF thinGs haPpeneD

aLL thIs iS A teStiNg mE tO bE

sTrOng, keEp foCusiNg & cOnfiDenCe

aBoVe aRe sOme oF tHe geNtiNg hiGhlAnds pIcS!!!

dO taKe a lOok...

YeaH!

GenTing hiGhlaNd tRip wAs daMn fUn

a 3 daYs 2 niGhtS tRip

wIll bE a mEmOraBle One fOr me

tHe mOmEnt speNd wIf mY fRieNds

wAs sO gReat

iT wAs sO stRess-fRee tHere

wHen iN sinGapOre

stRess caMe baCk tO oUr miNds

wEll, riGht nOw seaRchIng fOr jOb

a paRt-tiMe jOb

befOre i reAlly gEt seRioUs wIf a staBle jOb

maNy thiNgs ruNning thrOugh mY miNd

yEs..i dO shEd inTo teaRs

cOs i nEed tO lEt iT gO oFF mY mInd

soMehOw

sHaring wIf mY fRienDs dO heLp

bUt i stIll neEd tO bRing mYself uP tO beGin nEw chaPter iN liFe

cOs i'm fOr mYseLf

NobOdy cAn jUdge mE

oR pLan mY futuRe fOr mE

On tHe jOuRney oF mY liFe

i dO mEt nEw fRienD

a fRienD wHo gaVe mE suPpOrT

liKe oTheRs

hOpefUlly oUr fRienDshIp wIll laSt lOng

wEll, i hOpe tO aChieVe mY dReamS

oNe dAy

Dat oNe mOmeNt wIll maKe mE a beTTer peRsOn In liFe

i'M miSsIng sOmeOne In mY liFe baDlY

i wOndEr wIll dAt peRsOn reMembeR mE

i waNt tO cRy On yOur shOulDer

i waNt tO heAr tHe wiSdOm wOrDs

fRom yOur mOuth

dAt iS sTh i mIss mIss mIss sO muCh

u alWays sAid tO mE

"NaqKiah, u gOt tO bE stRonG

onCe u OvErcOme tHe maTTerS, u'll reaLiSe tHe pOtential iN u...

hOw stRonG u'Re iN handLing yOur pRoblEm,

iTs hOw u hanDle iT!"

i wIll alwAys reMembeR tHe wOrds

tRulY dAt wAs sO meanIngfUl fOr mE

Ohh gOsh! i'M gettIng eMo

dAt iS sTh i dOn't wiSh tO bE

bUt i gOt nO chOiCe

i haVe tO thInk pOsItIvE

thiNk oN a bRiGht siDe

dOn't bE neGatiVe

i wIll giVe mY beSt

i'm reaDy tO faCe tHe cHallenGes

oUt theRe!

i wIll pRove tO u

i cAn suCcesS iN liFe!

To mY fRienDs wHo wIll bE enteRing pOlyteChniCs

gOoD luCk tO u all

mAy u all enJoY yOur liFe iN pOly

& suCceSs alwaYs!

<<<TAKE CARE>>>

CT-NaQ

i'm emO...yeAh!!!

2008-03-02T00:50:00.000-08:00

hI eVeryOne...
tiMe fliEs sO faSt
& i wIll bE graDuating
haPpY aNd sAd feeLings
haPpY cOs...
i haVe cOmPleted mY hiGher niTec
fOr twO yeArs
& hAve gOne thrOugh
eVery diffiCulty thAt i faCed
whIle iN ITE.
sAd beCauSe...
wOn't bE meetIng mY fRienDs
aS oFten liKe wE alWays dO
i reAllY gOnnA mIss mY fRiends
dAts fOr suRe
weLL, i haVe sOme wOrds tO bE dediCated
tO mY frIends, cLose fRienDs

nAzuHa--->thIs fRiend Of miNe...i knOw hEr siNce niteC. cAn sAy thAt shE's caRing, kiNd, heLpful. nO moRe cOmments aBt hEr. weLL, sHe's sPecial tOo!

rOshen--->thIs laDy heRe iS gOod iN hEr stUdies. SmARt, haRdwOrking & liKe tO diSturb mE. HeHe! nOt liKe mE..laZy bUm!!! a perSon oF hEr oWn mindSet. sHe wAs bOrn tO bE A leaDer & sHe iS a gOoD leaDer.

ct-bAy--->wE lIke tO aRgue & aCt liKe smAll kiD whEn wE mEet bUt oF cOS wE aLwaYs jOke wiTh eaCh oTher. wE alwaYs agRee tO soMething & tHat iS sOccer aNd wRestLing. HaHa. sOmehOw, sHe caRing tOo!

sUria--->Joker iN claSs...onCe sHe sTart hEr jOkes, wE wOn't stOp lauGhing. sHe's selDom shOw hEr bAd mOoD cOs sHe alWays smIling aNd lOok liKe a haPpY-gO-lUckY tYpe oF perSon. a talEnted peRson tOo.

liNa shaZana--->sHe's alWays smIling bUt onLy gOd knOws hEr feeLings. hEr smIle dOesn't meAn shE's haPpy. CaRing, heLpfUl., sOmehOw, sHe wiLLing tO liSten tO mY prOblems. A gOod-liSteneR.

sYikin--->i miGht nOt knOw hEr sO wEll bUt sHe's haRdwoRking, haPpY peRson aNd sOmehOw caRe aBt hEr fRienDs. An uniQue inDividUal! GreAt tO knOw hEr.

saSha--->i jUz gEt tO knOw hEr fOr fEw mOnths bUt i cAn gEt aLong wEll wIth hEr.

sHe's a peRfeCt fRieNd tOo!

tO mY fRienDs....

CamSmuRfy(mY buDdY)!

jOe

LinDa

gWen

claSsmatEs

eTc....

iT wAs niCe knOwing u gUys

u gUys aRe sPecial tOo!

hOpe wE wIll mEet aGain sOme oTher tiMes

tO mR faRis

u'Re One Of tHe beSt teAcHer i eVer haD

& i'm glAd tO haVe u aS mY teaCher

tHanK u fOr guiDing uS aLL thIs whIle

u'Re deFinateLy a Great tEacher!

taKe caRe!

siGning oUt

CT-NaQ

daMn buSy & stRess!!!

2008-02-22T23:45:00.000-08:00

hEy gUys
hOpe u'Re dOing fIne
HoO hAa!

lAtelY, i'm veRy veRy buSy dOing mY flaSh prOjectS
neEd tO finiSh iT uP A.S.A.P
Haiz..
& wIll bE gRadUating sOon
Of cOz i gOnnA miSs sChOoL lIfe
seRiouslY i dOn't knOw whAt tO dO afteR gRaduAtiOn
gOt nO chOice bUt wOrkinG
i knOw i cAn't mAke iT tO pOlyteChniC
sO gOt tO wOrk
eaRn mOneY
& aT leaSt cAn heLp mY famIlY

aBt tHe gEntinG tRip
iT wAs quIte stRessIng fOr mE
cOs i gOt nO paRtner
wAt tO dO
iT's jUz mY fAte
lOoks lIke i gOt tO slEep alOnE
hAiz..nO mAtter wAt haPpenS
i wIll stIll gO fOr thE geNting tRip
wIf mY fRIendS
hAhA!

i mIss sOmebOdy alOt
& dAt iS miSs cHua
i mIss aLL tHe adVises frOm hEr
cOs sHe's mY onLy tRue fRiend
sHe iS sOmeOne wHo rEallY unDerstanD mE
sOmeOne whO maKes mE tO becOme cOnfiDent
i wiLL alWays reMember hEr wOrds
sHe remInds mE tO stAy strOng
nO mAtter wAt haPpens
thAnks fOr cOming intO mY liFe cOs
u'Re IDOL iN mY lIfe!!

wEll, gTg nOw.

wIll uPdate mOre sOon!

smIle aLways!

CT-NaQ

The 7 tHinGs iN mY liFe!!

2008-02-16T01:50:00.000-08:00

Seven THINGS that scares me :-
1. Croaches
2. Worms
3. Maggots
4. Bee
5. Big/Red Ants
6. Dragonfly
7. Lizards

Seven THINGS I like most:-
1. Mini Poppers Chocolate Ice-Cream
2. Lamborgini Cars
3. Mazda Cars
4. Lexus Cars
5. mY Laptop
6. Arcade
7. Silat-Martial Art

Seven important things in my room:-
1. My Bed
2. My TV
3. My Radio
4. My Laptop
5. My Red rOund Pillows
6. My Fav Bear
7. My Alarm Clock

Seven random facts about me :-
1. Shy, Quiet & Reserved
2. Crying
3. Singing
4. Sratched my body like mOnkey
5. Eating alOts
6. Go rOunding wif my fRiends
7. Cool, Chill & ShOcked

Seven things I plan to do before I die :-
1. Travel to my fav country alOne
2. HelP mY parents
3. Enjoy life with my friends
4. Change mY image fRom head to toe
5. Find a guy before reaching the age 25
6. Buy new house wif my own money
7. Open an animal organization juz for cats...no other pets!

Seven things I can't do :-
1. Be a baby again
2. Pass mY napFa test
3. Please eVeryone in this wOrld
4. Meet Miss Chua as often like before
5. Meet all the CARE ex-teachers
6. Get 3.5 or 4 GPA Points
7. Smoking, Gambling & Drinking cOs dats a bad thIngs to do!!!

Seven things I say the most :-
1. Damn!!
2. Haiz...suSah betul hidup kat Singapore!.(Its difficult to live in Singapore)
3. SELAMAT HARI RAYER!!!
4. 4 letter wOrds...L.A.M.E!!!
5. aRRRRRRhh!!!
6. WateVer!!!
7. StUpid!!

uPs & dOwnS

2008-02-15T00:16:00.000-08:00

HeY pEePs..

aLot oF thIngs haPpEned

aNd iT haPpenEd sO faSt

mY sO caLLed 'gRandFather' paSsEd aWay

aNd mY cOuz iS dOwn wIth siCkneSs

Of cOz thIs iS a shOckiNg nEws

tO mE

hOpefuLLy mY coUz wIll gEt wEll sOoN

aNd cuZzy sHafiQ

iF u'Re reAding tHis.

I wIll bE haPpy!

& wiSh u weLL sOoN..

HaHa!

mIsS U lOts cUzZy! ;-)

oF cOz i wIll tHe adviSeS tHat wAs giVen tO mE

aNd sChoOl???

YeaH...stRess cOs nEeD tO fiNish mY flaSh pRoject

befOre 25th FeB

i tOt Of dOing cOmics chaRactEr bUt gOt nO tiMe tO dO dAt

sO jUz dOing a siMple

flaSh On cAts

i thInk dAt sHould bE oK

& tO mY cAts...
i lOve aLL oF u..

cOs u aLL aRe mY swEetheaRts

aLwayS & fOrever & eVer..

mUaCkz!!!

wEll, GtG nOw.

GoNnA cOntinUe wIth mY flaSh pRoJect

wIll uPdate mOre sOoN

tAke cArE PeePs!!!

CT-NaQ

mUmmY...it'S oVer!!!!!

2008-02-01T23:40:00.000-08:00

HooRay!!!

FinallY NAPFA teSt iS oVer.

alSo, PIC CA2 iS oVer.

wAt a reLief!

PhEw!

fEw mOre prOjects tO gO

& wIll bE graDuating.

Haha!

I'm sOoOoOoOo haPpY cOs mIss chUa rePly mY eMail.

reAlly miSs hEr alOt

i miSsed haVing a lOng chAt wiTh hEr

hOpefully cAn meEt hEr neXt wEek

cAn't wAit tO sEe hEr!

HoO hOo!

i nEeD aLL tHe sUppoRt fRom hEr

tHe wiSdom wOrds thAt wAs uSed tO giVe mE sPirits

tHe aSpire fOr mE

i miSsed aLL thAt.

yeAh!

aNd tO u...sOmeOne wHo giVe mE tHe suPpORt

thAnk u

i wiLL alWays reMember u aS sOmeone sWeEt

wE wiLL alWays bE friEnds fOrever!!

i cheRish eVery mOment i hAd wIth u.

dAts fOr suRe.

Ok dEn

jUz a sHort pOst fOr tOday

wIll uPdate aGain sOon!!

taKe caRe peOple.

CT-NaQ

PoOr kIttY

2008-01-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

hEy PeePs..

hOpe u aRe haVing a gOoD weeKends..

tOday, sTh haPpened

lEt mE shaRe wiF u gUys wAt actUally happeNed

i weNt tO juRong pOint bAnQuet

aS i deCided tO bOught sOme fOoD fOr diNneR

aFter i bOught tHe fOod

stRaight aWay tOoK a bUs hOme

afteR aLighting frOm tHe bUs

i haVe tO waLk hOme fOr aBt 10mIns

sO i haVe tO gO thRough a fEw blOcks

befOre reaChing mY blOck

wHen i wAlk paSs thIs paRticular blOck

i sAw a kittEn aT tHe dOorstep Of a hOuse at leVel 1

tHe kittEn wAs cuTe

bUt unfOrtunelY tHe kittEn leFt haNd wAs inJured

i beLieve dAt tHe kittEn iS a feMale

sHe cAn't pUt hEr hAnd dOwn

& tHe kiTten lOok aT mE & saId

"meOw"..

i reAlly reAlly piTy tHe kittEn

i wAs sO tOuched wHen i lOoKed aT tHe kittEn

sO i quiCkly ruShed hOme

& gRab tHe cAt fOoD

i wEnt dOwn aGain tO fEeD tHe kittEn

wHen i caMe, tHe kittEn quiCkly cAme tO mE

sHe wAs hunGry sO i fEed hEr

bUt tHen i deCided

tO bRing hOme tHe kittEn

i wIll maKe suRe dAt tHe kittEn iS wEll aGain

& i wIll realeaSe tHe kItten baCk

dEaR kittY,

pleaSe gEt weLL sOoN

& tO whOever wHo haVe hUrt u

i wiSh thAt perSon wIll gEt tHe sAme puniShment

oR eVen dOuble tHe puniShment

mAy mY wiSh cOme trUe.

sOmetimes i reAlly dOn't underStand

wHy dO u haVe tO hUrt tHe kittEn

wHen tHe kittEn iS nOt diSturbing u

iSn't dAt iS a stUpid aCt.

dAmn peOple oUt tHere wHo dOes tHis kiNd oF thIngs
pleaSe stOp theSe stuPid aCts

cOz u will gEt tHe saMe retriBution fRom gOd

sOoNer oR lAtter!

laST QuOte fRoM mE,

PLEASE STOP ANIMAL ABUSE!!!

CaTs lOver

CT-NaQ

2008-01-11T23:00:00.000-08:00

HeY yO..

thIs wEek wAs sO eXhauSting..

haHa.

wEll, NAPFA teSt iS cOming

& i'M reAllY wOrried

wateVer iT iS wE stiLL haVe tO taKe tHe teSt.

jUz haVe tO giVe tHe beSt fOr iT.
AlSo, i'M haPpY beCause i'll bE gOing tO geNting hiGhland

wIf sOme claSsmates

oN maRch aFter oUr graDuation..

reAlly cAn't waIt fOr dAt mOment.

& afteR dAt frEeDom....

HoOoOrAy!!

iT wAs a M.I.R.A.C.L.E dAt mY mOm lEt mE gO oUt oF sinGapore wIf mY frieNds

hEhe..wEll, oF coZ i gOnna mIss mY mOm whEn i'M @ genTing hiGhland

& eSpecially mY deaRest cAts.

i L.O.V.E mY catS sOoOoOoO mUch.

MuAcKz!!!

HaHa!

anYwaY..iTs jUz a 3 daYs 2 niGhts

& wE wIll bE staYing iN thIs paRticular hOtel..
nOt sUre wAt hOtel

& iT wIll bE 2 peRsons pEr rOoM

oF cOz i dOn't waNnA staY alOne In thE rOoM.

hAhA.

i dOn't wAnt tO miSs tHe fUn

& i hOpe eVerything wIll gO fiNe.

wEll peEps...dO taKe oF uRself

& staY healtHy aLwaYS!!

CT-NaQ

a nEw cHapterS iN mY liFe!!!! YoOo hOo!!!

2008-01-02T23:20:00.000-08:00

YeAh....iT wAs sOme timE dAt i did'Nt uPdate mY blOg...

Of cOz..i wOn't fOrget mY blOg, jUz finDing tHe riGht tiMe tO uPdate

Haha..

bTw, nOw wE aRe iN tHe yeAr 2008..

HaPpY nEw yeAr!!!!!!

A lOt oF thinGs haPpeneD iN tHe yEar 2007..

sAd..haPpineSs..uPs & dOwns..

oHh yEs..

i weNt tO cHalet fOr 5 dAys 4 nigHts

iT wAs daMn FuN...

& aLso sOme sCary mOments

If i taLk aBt iT..

iT gOnnA bE lOng

bUt oF cOz iT wAs aN unfOrgettable mOments..

wEll, tHis iS mY reSolutiOns fOr yEar 2008

--->tO bE mOre hEalthy & dOn't fAll sIck Often

-->Lose weIghtS & i waNt tO gEt baCk tO mY aCcEptAble weiGht

--->tO gRaduate frOm sChoOl aS sOoN aS pOsSible & fiNd jOb

-->tO haVe mOre frEedOm iN liFe

--->tO bE aS pOsitiVe aS i cAn & giVe mY veRy bEsT tO achieVe wHat i wAnt iN liFe

etC...

PeAcE!!!

A New beGinNings

i heaRd & sEe mAny tHings dAt haPpEned aRound..

bUt fOr nOw i juZ waNt tO tHink pOsitiVe

anD pUt eVerything bEhind mE

fOrgEt aLL thE pAst

& sTart eVerythiNg aNew

afTer aLL tHe mAny iNcident haPpEned,

i bEcame mOre matUre

& i'm aWare dAt

iN liFe..wE nEed tO bE strOng

& faCe tHe tRuth

cOs lIfe iS unFair & cRuel

sO gOttA gEt uSed tO iT

weLL, i'M reAdy tO gO sChOoL neXt wEek

cOs iT wAs sO dAmn bOred staYing aT hOme tHe whOle dAy

i'M sTiLL thiNking aBout mY fLASh prOject

stiLL cOnfused aBt wAt tO dO

cArtOoN??

aDvertisement??

or maYbe viDeo clIps??

hAiz...stiLL sO cOnfused

hAven't eVen staRt tHe wiTh tHe stOrybOard

Ok dEn..

i eNd mY pOst hEre

Will uPdate mOre If i'm fRee

tAke cAre aLwayS &

hAve a gOoD yEar pEeps...

A NeW BeginnInGs

CT-NaQ

bOwliNg aCtiVitY wAs a blAst!!!!

2007-12-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

hEy yA!

yEstErdAy wAs sO buSy & dOn't haVe tiMe tO uPdate mY bLog.

fiNally gOt tiMe tO uPdate.

Oh gOsH!!

Well, tOday i reallY enJoyeD mYself..

enJoyed plaYing bOwling @ weSt cOast bOwl cenTre..

i reallY plaY badLy & i geT thE lOweSt sCore aMong all mY

frienDs bUt aT leaSt i triEd.

i'M haPpY fOr dAt!

mY claSsmAtes dO teacH mE tHe techNiqueS hOw tO bOwl

YeaH..I dO gEt sOmE aDvises fRom tHem.

tHkS gUyS! hAhA!

wE pLayed fOr fEw hoUrs

& iT wAs sO sO sO sO uNbelieVable tHat mY cLass caMe iN aS tHe 1St plAce aNd cHampion!!!

CongRats KM!!!

i lOve KM...hahaha!!

aT fiRst wE aRe sHockEd wHen tHe teAchEr pronOunCed tHe reSults..

wE paUsed fOr sOme mOments

& thEn wE shOut HoOrAy!!!

hAhA...all Of uS wAs sO haPpY!!!

wE gEt bOwliNg vOucher

& i thiNk i gOnna uSe dAt vOucher tO plaY bOwling wiTh mY cUZzYs..hEhE!

whiLe waitiNg fOr mY tUrn..

i sAw sOme pHrases dAt i thiNk iS uSeful

heRe's tHe phRase:-

--->pAsSion iS wheRe eVeryYthiNg bEginS

--->ConFidence iS wHat wE nEeD

--->diSciPliNe iS wHat wE mUst haVe

--->fOcuS, sTay fOcusEd & STRIKE!!!

yEaH...iT's liKe woRds oF wisDom tO mE..

bTw, hOlidAy iS cOming soOn...

hApPy bUt aT thE saMe timE.

strEsS cOz gOt tO dO pROJects...aiYoh!

ProJectS.....prOjeCts......pRoJeCts

STRESSED!!!!

nVm..fEw mOre mOnthS tO graDuatiOn

cAn't wAit tO bE 'FreeDom'..

hAve tO wAit fOr feW monThs iS likE 'hEll'

wEll, i'll eNd heRe wIth sOme quOtes

--->liVe liFe tO tHe fullEst

-->smiLe eVen wHen u'Re haVing a hArD tIme

cOz it helP tO eaSe uR buRdeN withOut u realiSing.

pEaCE*

CT-NaQ

i'M readY tO faCe tHe trutH!!!

2007-12-11T10:40:00.000-08:00

haIz...lOt oF tHings hapPens latelY. EverYthinG thAt haPpEnS maKe mE siCk. pRoblEms iN clAss..CA's..pRojeCts..etc..

wIll uPdate morE wHen i haVe tImE.

wEll, tMr bOwlinG..hOPefuLLy eVerytHing tUrn oUt tO bE fiNe..

CT-NaQ

i hAtE cOwArD..cOmE & talK iF U nOt haPpY!!! DaMn aSs!!!

2007-12-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

hEy pEePs..

i waS sO sO sO daMn fEd-uP...aNgRy & frUstrAtED

wHy??? CoZ sOmEbOdY mAke a pRank cAll tO mE uSinG mY oWn fRienD nAme

i Juz waNna kNow sTh fRoM dAt pErSon...

1st-whY dO u hAvE tO mAke pRaNk caLL iF u hAvE issuEs tO dIsCuSs wiIf mE & tAlk bAd aBt mE

2nd-wHy mUz usEd mY fRieNd nAme's iN tHis mAttEr?? sTuPid righT..

3rd-wHat iS tHe motiVe oF dOiNg suCh thInGs

If i rEallY kNow wHo's dAt coWard..i wAnT tO cOnFRont hIm/hEr

SinCe u stArtEd tHis gaMe...We'LL pLaY aLoNg toO..

i dIdN't kNow sUcH coWards eXists iN thIs wOrld..OhH gOd!

i'M siCk & tiReD Of tHis stUpiD gAme..

cOme oN laR..pleAsE bE mOre maTuReD

yOu *aSs-hOle*

yOu *fUckEr*

yOu *dUmMy*

& yOu *cOwaRd*!!!!!!!!!!!!

i imAgiNe u tHe "coWard" iS iN fRonT oF mE..

i thInk tHe chAiR wiLL fLy tO yOuR fAcE...

i'll rEallY dO dAt iF mY patiEncE iS ovEr..

iF u thinK u cAn sEparAtE mE & frIEnDs,

u'Re dEfinatElY wRoNg..

we'll nOt bE eAsiLy influEnCE jUz b'Coz u UsEd mY frIenD nAme..

cOs tHe tRuth iS wE aRe oNe..

oNe fOr All,

aLL fOr oNe....

yEaH!!!

I likE dAt...

wHat elSe tO sAy...

oK..i tHiNk i haD enoUgh oF tHis mAtTer..

lEt's jUz sEe wHat wIll haPpEn neXt..

wHaT's yOuR nExT mOve..

& wHo's iS yOuR nExt tarGet..

bUt i wIll nOt stAy quIte

lIfE's iS liKe whEeL & It wIll coNtInUe turNing

thEre's alWays tIme fOr reVenGe

jUz wAit & sEe..yOu "fREaKo"

DAMN FREAKING!!!!!!!

DAMN SICKENING!!!!!!

tRibutE tO "coWarDs"
CT-NaQ

i'M tRuLy hUrT----dAmN fREaKo!!

2007-12-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

i'M oFteN hUrT bY yOuR wOrDs

i'm oFteN hUrT bY yOuR beHaViouRs

pLeaSe dO nOt pUt mE iN a hArd sitUatiOn

yOu hAvE kNoWn mE fOr quiTe soMeTimeS

bUt u aLwaYs tEnD tO hUrT mY feElinGs

wItHouT u rEaliSinG

i wOndEr wHy u ChanGed

mAybE i'M nOt yOuR

fRienD aNymOrE

iN oThEr worD oR cAsE

i'M miSsInG u

wIthOuT u reAliSinG

cOz u mAy bE tHe oNlY pErSoN wHo uNdErstANd mE

bUt sOmeTimEs u aLsO aRe lIke tHe rEst

iT's jUz mY fAtE..mAybE

i wAntEd tO bE lOvEd, cArEd oR bEinG tHe beSt

jUz liKe oThErs

i hOpE u stiLL cArE fOr mE

& alWays bEiNg thErE fOr mE

gIvInG mE sUpPoRt & sTreNgth

wE aLL hAvE fEeLiNgS

& oUr owN tHoUgHts

bUt i dON't deNy i tOo hAvE dOUbT fEeLiNgs

eVeRyThing chAngEd sO fAsT

tiMe fLiEs sO fAst

& wItHoUt wE kNowiNg

As a hUmAn beiNg

tHe oNlY plAcE tO sEeK hElP

iS fRoM GOD..AllAh s.w.t

fOr nOw..i HoPe everYthiNg wIll sEttLe sOoN

i dOn't knOw wHy i'M sO EmO tOdAy

mAybE toDaY iS jUz nOt mY haPpY dAy

wE hAvE uPs & doWns iN lIfE

wEll, iT's jUz a wAy fOr mE tO expReSs mY fEelInGs

>>>lAst QuOtE fOr tHe dAy<<<

i Will alWaYs sMilE eVen iF i'M hUrT

u'll nEvEr kNow mY trUe fEelInGs

uNtIl tHe vEry lAsT DaY

i wIll alWaYs cArE fOr u uNtIl tHe enD

anD oNly gOd kNows beSt abOuT mE!

DaMn fReAkO

CT-NaQ

mOndAy bLuEs...mOndAy bLuEs...!!

2007-12-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

hEy pEePs..

hOpE u'rE dOiNg fiNe..

tOdAy iS mY PIC CA1 pAPer,

tHe qUesTiOn iS aCtuallY eAsy bUt wE sTill cAn'T meMorize tHe anSwers. PerhAps, tHe anSwEr iS all fRoM tHe bOOk. aIyOh!

wEll, mY fRienDs & mYseLf tRiEd tO wInK oR aSked eaCh oThEr fOr thE ansWers bUt oUr teAchEr iS tOo sMarT..hE AlwaYs sTaNd aRouNd oUr arEa..haHa! dOeSn't givE cHanCe aT aLL.. :-)

i tHinK mY clAsSmatEs iS tRyInG tO dO thE samE..Yeah..i sTill remEmbEr tHe pHrAsE..aLL FoR onE, oNe foR aLL...

aFtEr oUr papErs, weNt doWn tO mAcDonald's tO compLetE oUr proJects.

sTay theRe fOr a whiLe & wE leaVe. LuCkilY, 'nYonYa wiReLeSs' tU takDe laGi. I thInk tHaT aunT weNt fOr cOmPuteR courSe alReadY. HaHa!

wEll, thIs cOminG 12 dEcemBer...tHere wiLL bE a bOwlIng aCtIvItY fOr aLL BIT YeaR 1 & 2. tHe eVenT wiLL bE aT wEsT cOAsT rEcreaTiOnaL...mY fRiEnDs iS sTill deciDing whEtHer thEy aRe goiNg Or noT.

I haVe deciDeD tO gO fOr tHe evEnTs eVenthougH mY fRiENds iS nOt aRoUnd. hOpEfUllY iT wIll tuRn oUt tO bE fUn..yEaH..cAn'T waIt fOr tHat mOmeNt.

oK dEn..i gTg nOw. wIll uPdaTe mY bLoG sOon aGaiN.

tAkE cAre alWaYs pEePs..

rEmEmbEr tO sMiLe alWaYs...cOz wHen u sMilE...u'll fEeL hApPy & eNjoY lIfE eVen iF u'rE hAvInG a hArD lIfE.

mY fEeLiNGs,
CT-NaQ

dAmN bOrInG dAy..sAd fEeLiNgS!

2007-11-29T00:40:00.000-08:00

tOdAy wAs a dAmN bOrInG dAy aT sChoOl..hAiz..

oNlY nAz & sHaZieE cAmE. tHe rEsT 'mIsSiNg iN aCtIon'! hAlF oF mY cLaSsMatEs alSo did'Nt tUrN uP. Mr fArIs hAvE tO AtTeNd tO oThEr eVeNtS. nO tEaChEr iN cHaRgE..i gOt tO tAkE cArE oF tHe lAb 1 kEy. 1st tImE sEh..hAhA!

wE aRe sUpPOsEd tO dO tHe aCCeSs aSsIgNmENt buT nO mOoD tO dO sIA! sO wE jUz sLaCk...wEnT dOwN tO cAntEeN aNd hAd lUnCh wIf nAz & sHaZiEe. DaT's aLL wE haD..

We fELt sO sO sLeEpY...aLsO sTrEsSiNg aBt pRoJecTs..aNd PIC CA1 oN mOn..aiYoh! OnE sInGlE tHiNgS alSo haVen't stArt rEvIsIng. i tHiNk i gOnNa fAiL..lOl!

wEll, nExT wEeK sHaZiEe wOn't bE aROuNd iN schOol & wE wIll hAvE oNe miSsIng mEMbeRs iN oUr gRoUp pROJecT. nVm, it'S oK..nO maTtEr wAt hApPen, pRojecTs hAvE tO bE dOnE. bTw, tO sHaZiEe..sElaMat pErGi & sElAmAt kEmbAlI. c Ya nExT nExT wEeK gAl!

aFtEr sChOoL, weNt dOwN tO jUroNg lIbRarY wIF oNe oF mY oLd fRiENd..sTay theRe fOr a wHiLe & thEn lEaVe. tHe lIbRarY wAs a gOoD pLaCe fOr mE reLaX..iT wAs a quiEt pLaCe. Dat pLaCe cAn gIvE iNspiRatiOn..nExT tImE iF i wAnt tO fInD pEaCe aNd *lEpaK*..i'll gO tHerE. HahA..cOoL pLaCe i cAn sAy..! i LiKe.. =p

lAsTlY, tO mY buDdY..sTaY sTrOnG nO maTtEr wAt hAppEnS..i'll aLwaYs bE tHere fOr u. i uNdErsTaNd hOw u fEeLs aBoUt tHe siTuAtIoNs. hOpEfuLLy u cAn hAndLe thOsE pRoBlEms aS a StROnG pErSoN. InSyAllAh! EvEn u wOn'T bE abLe tO reAd tHiS..i wIll sAy iT iN mY pRaYeRs jUz fOr yA!

wEll, gTg nOw..tAkE cArE tO all oF u wHo mAy cOnCeRn & tO wHoEveR wHo rEaD mY bLoG.

--ReFlEcTiOnS fOr tHe dAy--

> StAy sTrOnG aLwAys

>StAy hApPy-gO-lUcKy

& lAsTLy

>SmIlE aLwAyS!!!

cOz SmIlE iS thE CuRe fOr sAdnEsS aNd DOuBtfUl FeeLiNgs.

WhEn U sMiLe...

u cAn eNjOy LiFe tO thE MaX bEiNg a chEeRfUl pErSoN.

LiVe liFe tO tHe FuLLeSt!!!

mY fEeLiNgS & tHoUgHtS

CT-NaQ

NyOnyA 'wIreLeSs' @ mAcDoNald!!! dAmN fUnNy!

2007-11-28T22:15:00.000-08:00

hEy Yo ... I'm bAcK!!!

tO cAmmIe...aT lAsT i upDaTeD mY blOg! hAhA!

YeStErDay tHe 5 Of uS wEnT tO MaC aFteR sChOol...tO dO oUr PrOjEcts. tHe fIvE oF uS COnSist oF mE mYself, CT, sU, nAz & kIn...aT firSt wE hAd diFFicUlTy iN fIndIng a plAce tO sIt bUt fInAllY wE foUnd a pLacE tO siT.

sO wE sTaY theRe arOunD aN hoUr tHen tHe funNy paRt beGiNs..thErE's oNe aunTy cAme anD asKed mE..."iS thEre aNyOnE siTTing heRe??!" CoS tHe siT iN frOnT mE iS eMptY. wHen tHe aUnTy aSkEd, i jUz kEpT quiEt..bUt insTeaD NaZ sAy "nOboDy siTs hErE!"

i jUz kePt qUiEt aNd sUdDeNlY tHe aUnt aSkEd mE.."lAtEr cAn u hElP mE wIf tHe wiReLeSs nEtWoRk?" i wAs qUiTe sHoCKeD aNd i rEplY..."I'm nOt sO sUrE". InSteAd sUrIa caMe anD hElP tHe AunTy...sHe exPlAIned aLL thE StEps tO hEr bUt sTiLL sHe sTiLL doN't GeT iT! I wAs siTtINg iN fRoNt oF DaT auNtY aNd i reAllY fEeL lIke lAuGhIng lOuDlY..buT hAvE tO CoNTrOl..iT wAs dAmN FuNNy sIa! ShE aSkEd 101 QUeStIoNs tO mY SuRiA..sUria loOkEd aT mY fAcE AnD gIvE a bIg sMile aT mE. i kNow sHe FeEl lIke lAugHiNg lOuDLy tOo..tHe aUntY eVeN cAn sHoW tHe pAssWord tO SUrIA..EvEn dOn't kNOw whErE tO tYpE tHe pAssWord.

SuRiA wAs sO So sO DamN fEd uP aNd sHe aSkEd tHe aUnTy OnE fUnNy quEstiOn.."aUntY, i tHinK u sHoUlD tAke cOmpUtEr cOuRsEs!!" wE ThOuGht tHe aUnTy wIll ScOLD uS bUt iNsTEAd sHe aLSo jOiN uS LaUgH..

So FiNallY eScAPeD FRom tHe aUnTy..hOw? mY fRienD pReTEnDed tO lEaVe tHaT eArlY AnD pRetEndEd dAt wE sTiLL gOt lEssOnS tO aTtEnD. AfTer wE lEaVe tHe mAc, wE aLL bUrSt oUt lAugHinG lIKe mAd. wE aLL caN't sTaNd iT anyMOrE..

sO, sUrIa sUgGeStED tO mE DaT I sHOuLd pOsT tHiS sToRy aT mY bLOg..hEhE! HaHa! HoHo! tO sUrIa..i'Ve dOnE wAt u aSkED mE tO dO! fOr thoSe whO tHiNk tHiS sToRy isn't fUnNy, iT's tHe situAtiOn wE hAd aT mAc iS rEaLLy fUnNy..iN sToRy mAyBe iS nOt fUnNy..hAhA!

CT-NaQ

Oh nO..sTrEsSiNg aBoUt pRojEcTs & PIC CA1!

2007-11-23T01:10:00.000-08:00

hEy...i'M bAcK!

tHe dAtE dUe fOr ThE pRoJeCts iS cOmIng aNd hOpEfuLLy wE cAn cOmPlEtE iT! StIll gOt loTs tO cOmPleTe. StReSs tAu..hAiz..i ThInk mY gRouP mEmBeRs iS fEeLiNg tHe sAme tOo & tHe saMe goeS tO oThEr GrOupS. PIC CA1 iS alSo cOmIng uP..On tHe 3th DeCembEr..gOt quItE aLoT tO sTuDy & mEmOrIze..cAn sAy sO. maY All oF uS pAsS wIf fLyInG coLoUrS.. ;-)

bUt NowadAys, i'M sO sO sO aDdiCtEd tO tHe gAmE caLLed dAyToNa UsA..aIyOh! hOw CaN lIkE dAt hUh..naUgHty nAqKiAh...mUz gIvE mYsELf a slAp...kUaNg3!

tHiS tImE mUsT rEaLly sTuDy & fOcUs..nO moRe laSt mInuTe sTuDy. i'M wIsHInG tHe bEsT fOr mYsElF aNd alSo mY fRiEnDs. YeAh..gTg nOw.

CT-NaQ

HeRe's sOmE pIxS Of mY cAts & Me!

2007-11-23T01:00:00.000-08:00

uPs & dOwNs In mY lIfE! dAmN FrEaKoUt!

2007-11-21T05:56:00.000-08:00

hEy Yo..

tOdAy i ReAlly fEeL sOoOo BaD aBOuT MySelF...i JuZ doN'T knOw WhY...cOuLd bE mY fAmILy..fRiEnDs Or mY oWn fEeLiNgs. SoMeTiMeS I rEaLLy fEeL BeInG nEgLEcTed By PeoPLe aRoUnD mE..DaMn! tHeRe's aLsO SoMe PeRsOnAl mAtTeRs daT i cAn't cOnCluDe hErE..jUz fOr mY pRiVaCy.

i'M sAyInG ThiS sTraIgHt fRoM mY hEart..Ohh GoD...yA AllAh! I nEeD uR gUaRdIan..InSyaLLah aMen...i wIll hAnG oN nO MaTtER wAt hApPeNs! FoR cErTaIn pEoPlE WhO kNowS mY pRoBLeMs..at LeAsT i cAn sHaRE mY pRobLeMs wiTh tHeM. At lEaSt iT cAn eAsE mY bUrDeN... :-)

sOmEtImEs BeInG sInCeRe aNd KiNdS tO oThErS, iTs LiKe a bIg mIsTakE...tHeY wIll sTEp uR HeAd. DoEsN't mEaN iF i'M alOnE & QuIEt, tHeY cAn TaLk bAd aBoUt Me. i aLsO nEeD tO bE rEsPeCtEd. I'm aLso A hUmAn BeInG.

tHe tRuTh iS rEAllY hUrTinG bUt wE haVe tO aCcEpT tHe TrutH..tHiS iS rEaLiTy..wE hAve tO fAcE It! I waNt tO eNjOy lIfE...LiVe lIfe tO tHe mAx & FuLLesT.

fOr nOw..i Juz wAnt To fOcUs mOrE on mY sTudIeS eSpEcIaLLy sChOoL pRoJeCtS. sChOoL wOrK iS thE mOsT pRiOriTy nOw. yEaH...gOt tO tHiNk pOsItIvE nAq!!! ReAlLy mUz thInK pOsiTIvE..PuT pRoBlEmS aSIdE...tHiNk oF thE fUtUrE..DoN't lOoK BacK! aDvIsEs fOr mYsElF.. ;-)

mY hArD fEeLiNGs,

CT-NaQ

sOoO mUcH FuN haViNG piCnIc @ EaSt cOaSt!

2007-11-19T05:38:00.000-08:00

On SaT..

mY fAmILy MemBers & mYsElF wEnt tO eAsT cOaSt tO hAve a FamilY dAy oUt cUm pIcNiC aNd ThE sAme TImE wE aRE aLsO cElEbRaTIng oNe oF My nEpHew 9th b'dAy! HiS cAke is MaNCHesTeR uNiTeD..BuT uNfoRtUnElY iN mY lIfE DiArY, tHeRe No pLaCE FoR mANcHeStEr UnItEd..hAHa!

wE hAD a LotS oF fUn TiMe pLaYiNg BadMiNtOn, sOcCer, & BoWlInG...oNcE a wHilE, pLaYiNg BoWlInG wAs FuN. buT unFoRtUnElY My bOwLiNG bAll AlwAyS eNds Up iN tHe 'LoNgKaNg'...HaHa...i ThInk iTs NoT mY lUcK mAyBe!

I'm LoOkiNG fOrWaRd To ChAlEt nOw....StIll WaItInG fOr DaT mOmEnT...yEah.

WeLL, gTG nOW..

CT-NaQ

ITE cArEeR fAIr...kINdA bOrIng bUt UseFuL!!!

2007-11-15T05:38:00.000-08:00

HeY gUys...KiNdA LiKE wAnNA sHArE sTh WiF All Of You!!

tOdAY wEnT dOwn tO iTe SiMeI....FoR tHis cArEer FaIr tHiNg...iTs qUite BoRed taPI vEry uSefUL For thoSE Who wAnt tO fInD jOb...YeAH...I juZ sIGn uP fOr oNE jOb aNd DatS iT! So wE lEfT aROuND 12pLUs & hEaD To ChAngi AiRpOrt fOr LunCh. We wEnt iN bIG gROupS, aRounD 11 pEopLEs inCluDIng sOme Of My cLaSsMaTes aNd mY LeCtUrEr...Mr FarIs! hE MakE us WalK fROm TerMinAl 1 to TerMinAL 2 jUz To fInd The PoPeYe's ChIcken ReSTAUrANt..AiYoH! aFtER dAt He tREat Us aLL bUt StILL nOt SaTiSfY fOr Us. haHa! BuT thAnkS tO hIM fOr GiViNg uS a TrEat! fInally....haHA...cAN Say So! :-) Ohh YeS...iT's My 1st TimE tAkiNg tHe SKy TrAiN @ ChaNgI aiRpORt! And AlsO mY 1st tIme hAvIng A lOnG lOnG wALk ArOunD cHaNgI AiRpOrT! eVeRThINg Is ThE 1st tImE fOr mE! hAhA! eVeN My tEaChEr sAiD So....Yeah! FeElIng KInDa ExcItEd foR DaT.. ;-)

sO nOW lEft CT, SU kIN & mYsElF. we WeNt tO BuRgER kIng anD eAt AgAiN...HAHA! wE sPenD sOmE tImE ThEre & hEad Home. We TooK BuS frOm ThEre & AliGhT @ wOODlANDS iNTeRChANge. FrOm ThEre wE SePAraTed..Me & Su TooK tRain. I rEAChED HoMe aROuNd 5pLus...Oh GoSh...So dAmn TiReD!!!! oNLy GoD kNoWS. My LeGs iS aLSo AcHiNg. ThIs Is wAt i CaLLed DaMn FrEAkOuT!!!! WhAKaKa! =) TmR sTiLL goT sChOoL..oH gOd! At LeasT, sAt Is CoMInG...hAHA! i lovE wEeKeNds sOO mUcH....YEah!

Ok ThEn..gTg Now...TaKe CaRe EVerYoNe...HaHa! ;-)

CT-NaQ

SomE pIxS oF mE & LiL cUtIe ShAkiRa!!!

2007-11-11T07:26:00.000-08:00

A dAy FiLLed wIf sADNeSS ANd jOy!!

2007-11-11T06:46:00.000-08:00

HeLoO....

fEw DaYS hAD pASSED & I didN'T gEt THe ChAnCe tO uPdAtE mY bLoG.

tHeSe FeW dAYs fILLeD WIf JoY....jOy BeCaUsE mY CoUziNs stAy OvERnIghT @ mY hOuSE. aT lEasT I GoT cOMpANY...nOt aLonE. HahA! AlSo, I'm HaPpY dAt LiTtlE sHaKiRa CaME tO mY hOuSE..i gOt ThE cHaNcE tO tAkE pIxS wIf HeR. cHeCk It OuT...sHe's CuTe hUh?? She's ReaLLy mAkE mE sMiLE wHeN sHe caLLed Me 'ITI' and ThErEFoRE mY CuTE naMe Is KaKak ITI....hAHA!

sAD BeCauSe mY moM's UncLe...can Be So Called..mY gRaNdFaThER...hE's SiCked & aLL oF uS vIsited him At thE hOsPitAl...He aDvISEd My CoUz & I to StUdY hArD So dAt we WoUld lEaD A hAppY LiFe In THe fUtUrE. i WiLL aLwaYS rEmeMbER hIs aDvIsED! Ohh YeS...mY cOuz tOok tHis pIx When on the wAy tO hOspItal...sEmPat jugak!!! hAHa!

jAlaN2 rAYa WiF My fElLoW FrIeNdS

2007-11-05T04:47:00.000-08:00

AbOvE aRe sOmE oF tHe PiCturEs My frIenDs TooK...:-

I really had a lot of fun hanging out my friends. Although it was very tiring as we have to travel from one place to another place, we haD loTs Of FuN. I was really very very FULL that day because mostly, every house we went...there's food. Oh Gosh! Got to force myself to eat coz it's bad if we didn't eat when they already serve us food. wAt Else to SaY...OHH yEs...aLL oF uS rEachEd hOmE LatE. i NeVer dOnE dAt BeFoRe but luCkiLy my mOM dIdN'T ScoLd me. BuT she KeeP on caLLing me..haha...i noe ShE wAs wOrRiEd aBt Me..BuT soMeTimES I jUz Don't gIve A dAmN. sOmEhOw, we Can't viSit EvErYOnE hOuSe Coz It wAs DaMn lAtE. wE hAvE tO sKiP fEw HoUsEs..

SoMeThinG maKes mE hApPy ToO...anD DaT is, CATS! HaHa..MoSTlY, i SaW cAtS eVerYwHeRE. HaHa! TiLL tHe NeXt UpDaTe!

CT-NaQ

2007-11-02T00:26:00.000-07:00

hEY...i'm BaCk....
I'm ReAlLY hAppY cOs I JUs GeT mY nEw lApTop..I'vE bEeN wAiTiNG fOr Sooooo LoNG.

i aPpLiED fOr NEU PC PLUS PROGRAMME & Its My luCK aND nOw I gOt It. Not FoRgETtIng....ThANks To GOD too! AlhamDulilah. WeLL, gtg Now. ChEErs!

CT-NaQ

2007-11-01T23:28:00.000-07:00

NEwBiEs BlOgGer

2007-11-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

HeY GuYs....
i jUZ CreAteD thIs AcCOunT oN mY oWn. Juz giviNg MysElF a fIrSt TrY...hAhA...wIlL CoNtInuE tO lEaRN MoRE AbOuT bLoGgIng....ThAt'S aLL FoR Now....WiIl Try To kEeP uPdaTeD wItH My BloG. tAkE cAre!!!

CT-NaQ

dAmN fReaKoUT

Waiting fOr the mOment...

~neW ChaPteRs unfOld~

memOrieS~!

sO daMn freaKo!

*aLL i wAnt iS caRe & cOnceRn...*

sAd..lOnelY..boRed tO deAth!!!

lOvE, PeaCe & reSpeCt!

shOoT mE tIll deAd...i haTe mY liFe & eVerYthiNg! i'M nOt eMo anYwAy! :-)

siCkenIng daYs!

a mEmOraBle mOmeNt!! "sOb sOb">>>>i'm eMo!!!

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