uPs & dOwNs In mY lIfE! dAmN FrEaKoUt!

hEy Yo..

tOdAy i ReAlly fEeL sOoOo BaD aBOuT MySelF...i JuZ doN'T knOw WhY...cOuLd bE mY fAmILy..fRiEnDs Or mY oWn fEeLiNgs. SoMeTiMeS I rEaLLy fEeL BeInG nEgLEcTed By PeoPLe aRoUnD mE..DaMn! tHeRe's aLsO SoMe PeRsOnAl mAtTeRs daT i cAn't cOnCluDe hErE..jUz fOr mY pRiVaCy.

i'M sAyInG ThiS sTraIgHt fRoM mY hEart..Ohh GoD...yA AllAh! I nEeD uR gUaRdIan..InSyaLLah aMen...i wIll hAnG oN nO MaTtER wAt hApPeNs! FoR cErTaIn pEoPlE WhO kNowS mY pRoBLeMs..at LeAsT i cAn sHaRE mY pRobLeMs wiTh tHeM. At lEaSt iT cAn eAsE mY bUrDeN... :-)

sOmEtImEs BeInG sInCeRe aNd KiNdS tO oThErS, iTs LiKe a bIg mIsTakE...tHeY wIll sTEp uR HeAd. DoEsN't mEaN iF i'M alOnE & QuIEt, tHeY cAn TaLk bAd aBoUt Me. i aLsO nEeD tO bE rEsPeCtEd. I'm aLso A hUmAn BeInG.

tHe tRuTh iS rEAllY hUrTinG bUt wE haVe tO aCcEpT tHe TrutH..tHiS iS rEaLiTy..wE hAve tO fAcE It! I waNt tO eNjOy lIfE...LiVe lIfe tO tHe mAx & FuLLesT.

fOr nOw..i Juz wAnt To fOcUs mOrE on mY sTudIeS eSpEcIaLLy sChOoL pRoJeCtS. sChOoL wOrK iS thE mOsT pRiOriTy nOw. yEaH...gOt tO tHiNk pOsItIvE nAq!!! ReAlLy mUz thInK pOsiTIvE..PuT pRoBlEmS aSIdE...tHiNk oF thE fUtUrE..DoN't lOoK BacK! aDvIsEs fOr mYsElF.. ;-)

mY hArD fEeLiNGs,

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