lOvE, PeaCe & reSpeCt!

hEllO gUys!

hOpe u're haVing a niCe weEkeNds!

mY pOst fOr thIs tImE iS

peaCe, lOvE & reSpeCt!

whY??!

beCaUsE iN lIfE wE nEed

theSe thRee elEmeNts

wIthOut lOvE,

wE wOn't bE haPpY

wIthOut peaCe,
wE can't liVe iN haRmOnY

wIthOut reSpeCt,

theRe wIll bE aRgUmEnT

eVeRywhEre!

wEll, lEt mE shaRe wHat

haPpEnEd yeSteRdaY

mY famIly & I

wEnt tO

weDDiNg inVitatiOn

@ tamPines

We tOoK mRt

thEn waIted fOr cAb

at tamPines mAll

stUpId taXi dRiver

dOn't wAnt tO gO

arOuNd tamPines

yA lOr...If wAnt tO eaRn mOney

dOn't bE sO stInGy lOr

JuSt wAnt tO gO fAr

daMn!

aFter reaChIng @ tHe venUe

wE waIted fOr mY aUnts & cOuz

tHey aRe stIll iN tHe bUs

sO wE waiTed fOr abOut aN hOuR

mY cOuz cAlled mE

sayIng sHe reaChed

@ tHe veNue alReaDy

i fInd hEr aLL oVer tHe plaCe

bUt stIll cAn't fInd

aCtUallY sHe wEnt tO tHe wrOng

plaCe...aiyOh!

nO wOnDer cAnnOt fInd

haha!

aFter that wEnt tO mY AuNts hOuse

cOs mY cOuz & unCle iS theRe

mY aUnts & cOuz

wEnt tO geYlang

bUy fOod eTc

sO tOoK a bUs frOm tampInes

tO bedOk tHen

tOoK anOther bUs tO jUrOng

wheRe mY aUnt liVes

arOuNd 9.30pm

wE leAve frOm mY aUnt's hOuse

onCe reaCh hOme

i feEl so tiRed

tHe whOle dAy wEnt oUt

hAha!

nOw mY mOm iS siCk

dOwn wiTh feVer, cOugh & fLu

pIty heR!

tMr gOt tO aCCompAny

hEr gO clInIc

hOpe sHe wIll gEt wEll sOon!

Ok..neXt i wAnt tO taLk abOut

fRienDs

i dOn't reaLisEd

thAt i hUrt sOmEbOdy

feeLings

nOt i dOn't thInk abOut it

bUt sitUatiOn maKes mE

becOme naSty Or stinGy!

i cAn't thInk wEll

In a suCh wAy

i mAy thInk i'm uSeleSs

bUt i wAnt tO bE diffeRent

i wAnt tO bE A pOsItIvE naQkIah!

yEs i wIll!

bUt

althOugh i'm nOt riCh

i dOn't liKe to bE pUt dOwn

iN plaCe oF hOnOuRs!

i JuSt dOn't liKe it!

heRe's iS a sOng thAt i thInk

hAs gOt iT speCial meAning

For whOever dOn't unDerStAnd

~sOrRy~

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shOoT mE tIll deAd...i haTe mY liFe & eVerYthiNg! i'M nOt eMo anYwAy! :-)

heLLo..peEps!

thAnk yOu fOr vieWing mY blOg

i aPpreciaTe iT lOts

yeAh!

i reAliSe thAt oUr lIfe iS weiRd

wHy aM i saYing liKe thIs??!

beCause...

i obSerVed eVerythIng arOund me

i cAn sEe thAt sOme peOple

haVe haPpY faMily & gOoD jOb

bUt stIll thEy aRe unHapPy

wIth theIr liFe!

CertaIn peOple dOn't haVe a haPpy sUrrOunDings

bUt thEy aRe haPpY!

cAn U seE tHe diFFerEnt peOple??!

iF u sEe tHe peOple iN tHe wAr cOuntRy

tHe kiDs haVe tO gO thrOuGh

haRd tiMe eVery seConDs iN thEir liFe

althOuGh tHey aRe yOung bUt thEy stIll haVe feElinGs

bUt i cAn sEe thAt thEy aRe haPpY

rUn arOuNd, laUgh, enJoYing aLL dAy lOng

& beIng eneRgetIc.

thAt's wHat i caLLed amAzIng!

reAlly!

i knOw sOme peOple iN mY liFe

tHey haVe a veRy stROng hOpes

& cOnfiDence iN thEm

yEs i dO saLute theSe peOple

becaUse oF theIr hiGh selF-eSteEm

aS fOr mE...

i aDmit thAt i'M nOt stROng enOugh tO faCe aLL Odds

eVerYthIng thAt i weNt thrOuGh

maKes mE stROnger & stROnger

althOuGh sOmetImes iT wIll reAllY maKe mE sO

daMn feD-uP

nO mOod eTc...

It's aCtuAlly hOw GOD wAnt tO teSt uS hUmAn beIng

tO teSt hOw stROng wE aRe

thAt's wHy wE wIll keEp faCing prOblems iN liFe

oNe aFter anOther

i hOpe i wIll stAy stROng nO mAtter

whAt cHallEnges cOmes thROugh mY wAy

wIth sUpPort fRom oThers

thAt iS a bOnUs

sOmetImes i wOnder beIng alOne

iS defInAtely a paIn

whEn u haVe tO gO thrOuGh

all Odds alOne

u wIll defInAtely neEd sOmebOdy

tO bE yOur cOmpaniOn

whEn iN sAd aNd haPpy tiMe

i wIll fInd a sOlutiOn tO iT

aS sOon aS pOsSible

i wIll nevEr lEt u gO iN mY liFe

eVen iT wIll bE aGes wHen i mEet yOu

yOu cAme aNd gO

paSs thrOuGh mE & neVer tuRn baCk tuRn

i'm sO daMn cOnfiDent

i wIll mEet yOu oNe dAy

heRe's sOme speCial quOte:-

"u mUst bE tiRed cOs u keEp rUnNing

thRouGh mY mInd, u'Re a bIg bAd thiEf

cOs u stOle mY heaRt, i mIss bE a

bAd shOoter cOs i keEp mIssIng yOu"!

eaCh aNd eveRy oNe oF uS haVe memOrIes

haVe paSt tIme

bUt wE mUst alSo leaRn tO fOrgEt eveRythIng

& mOve oN tO staRt a nEw chaPter

i hOpe i wIll bE abLe tO dO thAt

& i reAlly wAnt tO dO thAt

i wIll maKe uSe all tHe uSeful tiPs

thAt i leaRn iN seCondaRy sChOol

eveRythIng i leaRn fRom C.A.R.E

i wIll bE pOsitIve

hOpefUlly!

beIng a chIld iS sO fUn

iN yOur mInd

yOu wIll onLy wAnt tO plAy wIth oTher fRiends

enJoy plaYing wiTh yOur tOys

whEn u sAw yOur fRienDs

u wIll laUgh lOud

shOut aNd beIng hYper-aCtive

jUmp arOund

wOw! thAt wIll bE sO fUn

yEah...lIke eveRybOdy knOws

theRe's a chIld in everY perSon

beIng a Kid iS jUst sO fUn

wiSh i cOuld bE a kId agaIn

dOn't u thInk sO tOo??!

haHa!

wEll, i gOttA stOp heRe.

sEe yA neXt tIme

& taKe caRe alWays!

LOneR ALwaYs

CT-NaQ

siCkenIng daYs!

hEy yO pEEps!!!
hOpe u gUys aRe dOing gReat!

i weNt tO cOuz's hOuSe oN fRidAy

hAd a gOoD tiMe theRe

eSpeCially wHen wE plaYed tHe beAr's dRama

sO daMn fUnnY

wE laUgh oUt lOud

dOn't caRe eVen iT iS aT niGht

hahaKz!

stAy oVeRniGht at cOuz's hOuSe

& weNt hOme neXt dAy

alSo, i aM haVing feVer & seVeRe heaDaChes

haIz...i haTe feVer eSpeCiallY heAdaChe

tHe paIn iS aS iF sOmeOne hIt mY heAd

wIth sOmethIng haRd

& it gOes rOund aNd rOund

sPinnIng

bUt nOw i'M feeLing bEttEr

afTer taKing mY meDiCine

alHamDulilah!

aBt jOb..

i'M stIll lOoKing fOr jOb

nOt suRe whEn wIll i lOok fOr jOb aGain

i wIll fiNd jOb aS sOoN aS pOsSible

alSo, miSsing mY fRiends

i wOnder hOw aRe thEy

hOpefUlly thEy aRe dOing fiNe

wIth wateVer thEy aRe inVolvEd

sChOol..wOrk..eTc..

weLL, fOr mY liFe

i jUz dOn'T waNt tO thInk mUch oF iT

cOz i dOn't waNt tO huRt mY oWn feeLings

i wiSh i cOuld bE haPpY alWays

wIth fRienDs aRouNd mE

sO fRienDs

i neEd yOur suPpOrt

eSpeCially whOeVer wHo knOws mE wEll

yeAh!

oF cOz i'm hUrt wIf sOme wOrds dAt

wAs meAnt tO hUrt mY feelIngs

bUt i leaRned tO iGnOred

& i'M glAd cOz

i wIll nOt hUrt mY oWn feeLings

dAt'S aLL fOr nOw

nOthIng elSe tO sAy

Hehe!

tIll tHe neXt uPdate!

sEe yA sOon!

taKe caRe peEps!!!
CT-NaQ

a mEmOraBle mOmeNt!! "sOb sOb">>>>i'm eMo!!!

iTs hAd beeN a lOnG tiMe

sinCe i uPdaTe mY blOg

yeAh alOt oF thinGs haPpeneD

aLL thIs iS A teStiNg mE tO bE

sTrOng, keEp foCusiNg & cOnfiDenCe

aBoVe aRe sOme oF tHe geNtiNg hiGhlAnds pIcS!!!

dO taKe a lOok...

YeaH!

GenTing hiGhlaNd tRip wAs daMn fUn

a 3 daYs 2 niGhtS tRip

wIll bE a mEmOraBle One fOr me

tHe mOmEnt speNd wIf mY fRieNds

wAs sO gReat

iT wAs sO stRess-fRee tHere

wHen iN sinGapOre

stRess caMe baCk tO oUr miNds

wEll, riGht nOw seaRchIng fOr jOb

a paRt-tiMe jOb

befOre i reAlly gEt seRioUs wIf a staBle jOb

maNy thiNgs ruNning thrOugh mY miNd

yEs..i dO shEd inTo teaRs

cOs i nEed tO lEt iT gO oFF mY mInd

soMehOw

sHaring wIf mY fRienDs dO heLp

bUt i stIll neEd tO bRing mYself uP tO beGin nEw chaPter iN liFe

cOs i'm fOr mYseLf

NobOdy cAn jUdge mE

oR pLan mY futuRe fOr mE

On tHe jOuRney oF mY liFe

i dO mEt nEw fRienD

a fRienD wHo gaVe mE suPpOrT

liKe oTheRs

hOpefUlly oUr fRienDshIp wIll laSt lOng

wEll, i hOpe tO aChieVe mY dReamS

oNe dAy

Dat oNe mOmeNt wIll maKe mE a beTTer peRsOn In liFe

i'M miSsIng sOmeOne In mY liFe baDlY

i wOndEr wIll dAt peRsOn reMembeR mE

i waNt tO cRy On yOur shOulDer

i waNt tO heAr tHe wiSdOm wOrDs

fRom yOur mOuth

dAt iS sTh i mIss mIss mIss sO muCh

u alWays sAid tO mE

"NaqKiah, u gOt tO bE stRonG

onCe u OvErcOme tHe maTTerS, u'll reaLiSe tHe pOtential iN u...

hOw stRonG u'Re iN handLing yOur pRoblEm,

iTs hOw u hanDle iT!"

i wIll alwAys reMembeR tHe wOrds

tRulY dAt wAs sO meanIngfUl fOr mE

Ohh gOsh! i'M gettIng eMo

dAt iS sTh i dOn't wiSh tO bE

bUt i gOt nO chOiCe

i haVe tO thInk pOsItIvE

thiNk oN a bRiGht siDe

dOn't bE neGatiVe

i wIll giVe mY beSt

i'm reaDy tO faCe tHe cHallenGes

oUt theRe!

i wIll pRove tO u

i cAn suCcesS iN liFe!

To mY fRienDs wHo wIll bE enteRing pOlyteChniCs

gOoD luCk tO u all

mAy u all enJoY yOur liFe iN pOly

& suCceSs alwaYs!

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CT-NaQ