Waiting fOr the mOment...

hellO!
i'm baCk!!!
i can't wait tO get paY 0n 4th auguSt
hOpefUllY...
cOz i haVe thinK thrOugh
i will buY a pSp fOr mYself
afteR suCh a lOng time dReaming fOr
PSP!!!!
Haha!
AfteR wOrKing haRd fOr a mOnth
i thinK i shOuld giVe mYself a cReDit
bUt of cOurSe muSt saVe mOney alSo
hehe!
Ok aBt wOrk...
sO faR sO gOod
bUt sOme prOblem dO oCcur
bUt still can hanDle
with the helP of mY teaM leaDer
i haVe knOwn few peOples
dOris, ah huaY and nG[aH bOy]
the reSt i juSt dOn't knOw theiR name
hee hee hee..
nOw iS the impOrtant periOd fOr me
cOs i still unDer prObatiOn fOr 3 mths
haVe tO woRk eXtra haRd until i
paSsed mY prObatiOn periOd
hOpe eVerYthing gOes well
Ok juSt a shOrt pOst fOr nOw
i gtg nOw..
ByEzzz....

CT-NaQ

p/s: Still cOunting fOr the mOment... :-)

~neW ChaPteRs unfOld~

HellO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sOrrY dat i didn't uPdaTe
mY blOg fOr feW weeKs
cOs i haVe lOoKing fOr
jObs heRe & theRe..
FinallY i fOunD mYself
a jOb!
AlhamDulilah!
HoOraY!
I gOt a jOb at NTUC taMan juRong
neaRby mY aUnt hOuSe
i'll be wOrKing @ the cOld aRea
anD daT is
fRoZen & daiSy dePaRtment
Hehe!
i neVer eVer thOught
daT i 'll get suCh a jOb
bUt i shOuld giVe it a tRy
aS i saId all i neeD iS
expeRienCe
& of cOurSe
$$$mOneY$$$!
Hahakz!
i dOn't want tO tRouBle
mY paRents anymOre
cOs eVerytimE i aSked fOr
mOney...
mY mOm wOuld naG at me
& maKe a biG fuSs
haiZ!
sO fOr nOw
i want tO eaRn mY oWn salaRy
HahakZ!
i'll be gOing fOr tRaining @
QueenStOwn frOm
9am-5.30pm
on wedneSdaY
waT a lOng daY
bUt i will deFinatelY
gO fOr it cOs
it'S wat i'll be dOing fOr
mY jOb
gOt tO be mY beSt
& leaRn aS muCh
aS i Can!
i will staRt wOrk
OffiCiallY on thuRs
frOm 8am-1pm
mOn to sAt
qUite a shOrt hOurs
cOs onlY paRt-time jOb
i will be meeting new
peOples, fRienDs..
hOpe i will get a gOod
fRienDs
inSyallah!
Ok den,
i gtg nOw
will uPdate agaIn
when gOt tiMe
Hehe!
taKe caRe peepS!

CT-NaQ

p/s: u maY nOt knOw hOw muCh i miSs u...deeP in mY heaRt, theRe's onlY yOu!

memOrieS~!

HellO!

a lOt haPpeneD & tOdaY

mY unCle waS aDmItteD

aT hOspiTal aGain

i reaLLy pitY hIm

hE haVe Been siCk fOr

quIte a lOng tiMe

i juSt pRaY thaT hE wIll

gEt wEll sOon aGain

insYallaH aMin!

feW daYs haVe beeN gOing

oUt with faMilY

sO nOw i juSt caN't waIt

fOr Calls tO gO fOr jOb

inteRvieW

liKe i saId

FinaLLy i deCline wOrking @ HMI

dUe tO sOme peRsOnal reaSons

alSo i'm nOt cOnfidenCe wiTh it

i knOw gettIng a jOb iS nOt eaSy

and cOmPletting a taSk iS nOt

aN eaSy tHing tO dO

i haVe tO be paTienCe

whIle waIting fOr jOb

caMe tO me

~faMilY~

i hOpe theY wIll unDerStand

whAt i waNt tO dO in liFe

all i caN saY iS i waNt eXpeRienCe

i waNt tO leaRn fRom the baSiC

theN slOwlY i wIll uPgRaDe

mYselF!

lIfe haVe lOts of meanIng

fRom the veRy fiRst daY

we aRe bOrn

untIl we dIe

i realiSed we neeD GOD

in eveRythIng we dO

eveRy stePs that wE

taKe & tOok,

dO oR dId!

i wOnDer if mY lifE iSn't

diffiCult and otheRwiSe

i wOn't aPpreCiate liFe

aS muCh i am nOw

plUs i maY nOt unDeRstanD

hOw otheRs feel abOut liFe

etC...sO i shOulD be gRatefUl

wIth whAt i haVe

nO mAtteR itS diffiCult oR nOt

sO i hOpe i wIll staY fOcUs

& aChieVe whAt i waNt iN liFe

Ohh yeS

i'm sO daMn haPpy whEn mY

SpEcial oNe miSs me tOo

wE miSs the mOmEnt wE haD sPenD

tiMe tOgetHer in sChoOl &

memOriEs staY fOreVer

in heaRt anD minD!

i hOpe tO meeT mY sPeCial one

sOon..it waS aGes thaT we neVer

MEET....haha!

i wanT tO cRy on yOuR shOulDer

pOur oUt mY feeLings tO yOu

cOs u'Re the OnlY onE whO

unDeRstanDs me

fRom the fiRst daY we meet

tIll nOw..eveRy minUtes &

eveRy seConDs

eveRy bReath i tOok reminDs

mE oF yOu

yOu aRe deFinaTelY sO sPeCial fOr me!

Ok den...gTg

tIll the neXt pOst!

bYe~bYe!

CT-NaQ

sO daMn freaKo!

hEy hI!!

i'm baCk wIf blOggIng

tOdaY watChed cOngKak wif mY bUddY

thaNks bUddy fOr the cOmPanY

yOu aRe mY beSt pAl eVer!

yOu aRe alwaYs theRe whEn i neeD yOu!

hehe!

cOngKak waS nOt sCaRy at all

bUt it jUz tHe stOrylIne bettEr thAn JPB!

PluS the sOund imPaCt makE it sCaRy

thAts all!

i tOt it wIll be sO daMn sCaRy liKe manY saY

Haiz!

tmR wIll bE gOing oUt wIf famiLy

whOle daY wOn't be hOme

sAt neeD tO gO relaTive hOuSe

at tamPines

sO daMn faR

neeD tO atteNd tO sOme funCtiOns

wOw!

twO daYs fUll of pLans

yEah!

i lOve gOing oUt wIf mY famIly

eSp wIf mY mOm

cOz shE wIll paY fOr mY fOods & dRinKs

wOohOo!

nOw, onLy neeD tO fOcuS on lOoKing

fOr jObs..

sO daMn diffiCult

haIz..

what tO dO..

thaT's liFe in sinGapOre

haHa!

fOr nOw...

i realiSe nObOdy undeRstand me

eVen the clOse peRson tO me

i thiNk thIs iS whAt i called

F.A.T.E

I waS bOrn tO be a lOner

u wIll neVer unDerStand

hOw a lOner feeLs!

if u'Re nOt meaNt tO bE mY fRiend

i wIll let yOu gO

faR aWay fRom mY life!

Ok then..

tIll the neXt pOst!

CT-NaQ

*aLL i wAnt iS caRe & cOnceRn...*

heY yO!

waT's uP??!
i haVe nOt been blOggiNg fOr qUite sOme tiMe

wEll, fOr tHe paSt feW daYs i'm siCk

nOw i'm fEeLing bettEr

aT laSt!

Hmm...laSt weeK i gOt tO meEt cUtie shaKira

i didN't gEt a chanCe tO meEt heR

fOr sOme mOmEnt

sHe's gettIng smaRter nOw

sHe cAn saY tHe woRd flOweR, cAt, dOg, etC..

sO adOraBle!

i loVe & miSs u cUtie shaKiRa!

mUaCkz!

Hehe!

tHen tHe neXt daY...

i aCcOmPanY mY aUnt gO tO pOlyCliNic

aiYoh! sO daMn lOng...

reaCh aT theRe aRounD 8am plUs

settLe eveRythIng

thEn reaCh aT mY aUnt hOuSe aT 12plUs

iN the aFteRnOon

haIyOh!

weLL...aBoUt mY peRsOnal liFe

i cAn sEe the chAnGe in eVerYbOdy thAt i knOw

eVen mY familY memBers

i dOn't reaLLy bOthEr aBt thAt

bUt liKe i saId

i jUz neEd caRe & cOnCern

fRom fAmilY & fRienDs

hOw i wiSh i cAn tuRn baCk tIme

wheRe i'm yOung & neVer unDerStand

anYthIng...Haha!

bUt oF cOz i cAn't lOr cOs

wheRe gOt suCh thIngs haPpen..

sO daMn fUnnY!

Hehehehehe!

Ok...i wIll lOok fOr jOb sOon

aFter i gEt 100% wEll

aCtUallY i cAn't waIt tO watCh 'cOngKak'

a nEw maLay ghOst mOvie

i simPly loVe hOrrOr mOvIe

daRe tO maKe mE sCream wHen watChiNg mOvie

tRy mE lOr..

i wOn't sCream deFinatelY! =p

Haha!

Ok...i wAnt tO cOnVey sTh tO mY buddY

hEy chUbbY fifi..i'm sO sOrrY fOr nOt

sPenDing time

wIf u reCently

Of cOz i miSs tO gO oUt wiF u

bUt i wIll deFinatelY meEt yOu oNe daY

oK buddY!

i reaLLy tReaSuRe oUr fRienDship

eVen iF i neVer shOw it tO yOu

sOmehOw

u haVe alwaYs been sO unDerStanDing

thAnk yOu sO muCh

i hOpe u will fInd the tRue haPpineSs iN yOur liFe!

lOve u alwaYs buddY!

tO mY deaRest sIs

thaNks fOr beIng mY fRiend

i hOpe the fRiendShip we bUild

wIll laSt lOng

foRever!

i pRomiSe i wIll staY happY

& pOsitiVe alwaYs

liKe i saId

i need yOu

& deFinatelY u neEd me tOo riGht!

Hehe!

fRienDs...

i miSs them tOo

sinCe didn't meEt mY fRienDs

fOr quIte sOme tIme

i hOpe theY wIll stAy haPpy alwaYs

wIf waTever theY dO

inSyallah amIn!

famiLy...

i lOve mY famIly

deFinatelY!

eSpeCiallY mY mOm & dad

withOut tHem i wOn't be heRe

in thiS wOrld

withOut bOth oF u

i wOn't be able tO see

staRs oR mOon

liGht oR daRk

i will rePay yOur kinDness

uNtil tHe end oF mY liFe

nOthing can maKe yOu haPpY exCept

lOve, haPpIness & caRing!

l simPly lOve mY familY!

memOrieS...

stAy wIf uS fOrever

untIL the enD oF oUr life

sWeet, haPpy oR sAd

memOries

alSo liKe a cOmPaniOn tO uS

sO dO tReaSuRe

all the memOrieS

wE haD!

GOD!...

the teSts u pUt uS thRoUgh

maKes Us stRonger

& maKes uS clOser tO u

eaCh tiMe we faCe yOu

we shed teaRs

& beg fOr yOur fOrgiveneSs

daT shOws hOw muCh we neeD yOu

eveRytime we walK

we cAn see the staRs fOllowing On us

it shOws hOw muCh yOu lOve uS

thanK yOu ALLAH!

yOu aRe the gReateSt & nOthing can

defeat yOu

& tO whOever thinKs

theY aRe GOD...

theY aRe wRong

mY laSt wOrd tO yOu

pleaSe bRing uS tO the cOrreCt path

thRoughOut the jOuRney

we'll be gOing thrOugh

insYallah amIn!

well...i gOtta stOp heRe

c Ya sOon

untIl the neXt pOst

taKe caRe peEps!

mUacKz!

CT-NaQ

sAd..lOnelY..boRed tO deAth!!!

hEy hI!

mY pOst wIll bE a shOrt oNe thIs tiMe
i'm miSsIng thOse impOrtAnt peOples in mY liFe
wEll, i juSt waNt tO fOrGet eveRytHing
liFe's sO meanIngleSs fOr me nOw
feel liKe enDing mY liFe nOw
*SOB SOB*
aBt tMr...i wIll bE taKing mY ceRt iN sChOol
hOpefUlly tHe ceRt iS reaDy fOr cOlleCtiOn
wIll be baCk blOggIng sOon
bYe!
daMn eMo nOw.
*HAIZ*

CT-NaQ

lOvE, PeaCe & reSpeCt!

hEllO gUys!

hOpe u're haVing a niCe weEkeNds!

mY pOst fOr thIs tImE iS

peaCe, lOvE & reSpeCt!

whY??!

beCaUsE iN lIfE wE nEed

theSe thRee elEmeNts

wIthOut lOvE,

wE wOn't bE haPpY

wIthOut peaCe,
wE can't liVe iN haRmOnY

wIthOut reSpeCt,

theRe wIll bE aRgUmEnT

eVeRywhEre!

wEll, lEt mE shaRe wHat

haPpEnEd yeSteRdaY

mY famIly & I

wEnt tO

weDDiNg inVitatiOn

@ tamPines

We tOoK mRt

thEn waIted fOr cAb

at tamPines mAll

stUpId taXi dRiver

dOn't wAnt tO gO

arOuNd tamPines

yA lOr...If wAnt tO eaRn mOney

dOn't bE sO stInGy lOr

JuSt wAnt tO gO fAr

daMn!

aFter reaChIng @ tHe venUe

wE waIted fOr mY aUnts & cOuz

tHey aRe stIll iN tHe bUs

sO wE waiTed fOr abOut aN hOuR

mY cOuz cAlled mE

sayIng sHe reaChed

@ tHe veNue alReaDy

i fInd hEr aLL oVer tHe plaCe

bUt stIll cAn't fInd

aCtUallY sHe wEnt tO tHe wrOng

plaCe...aiyOh!

nO wOnDer cAnnOt fInd

haha!

aFter that wEnt tO mY AuNts hOuse

cOs mY cOuz & unCle iS theRe

mY aUnts & cOuz

wEnt tO geYlang

bUy fOod eTc

sO tOoK a bUs frOm tampInes

tO bedOk tHen

tOoK anOther bUs tO jUrOng

wheRe mY aUnt liVes

arOuNd 9.30pm

wE leAve frOm mY aUnt's hOuse

onCe reaCh hOme

i feEl so tiRed

tHe whOle dAy wEnt oUt

hAha!

nOw mY mOm iS siCk

dOwn wiTh feVer, cOugh & fLu

pIty heR!

tMr gOt tO aCCompAny

hEr gO clInIc

hOpe sHe wIll gEt wEll sOon!

Ok..neXt i wAnt tO taLk abOut

fRienDs

i dOn't reaLisEd

thAt i hUrt sOmEbOdy

feeLings

nOt i dOn't thInk abOut it

bUt sitUatiOn maKes mE

becOme naSty Or stinGy!

i cAn't thInk wEll

In a suCh wAy

i mAy thInk i'm uSeleSs

bUt i wAnt tO bE diffeRent

i wAnt tO bE A pOsItIvE naQkIah!

yEs i wIll!

bUt

althOugh i'm nOt riCh

i dOn't liKe to bE pUt dOwn

iN plaCe oF hOnOuRs!

i JuSt dOn't liKe it!

heRe's iS a sOng thAt i thInk

hAs gOt iT speCial meAning

For whOever dOn't unDerStAnd

~sOrRy~

BERSERAH

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taKe caRe &

*PEACE*

*NO WAR*

STAY POSITIVE

CT-NaQ